Memoir Of A Chinese-American
"Fresh Off The Boat”, written by a first generation
Chinese-American Eddie Huang is unlike any book I have ever read. This is not a
literary work of the highest order, and the writer doesn’t mean it to be. This
is an extraordinary story of a very talented, but sometimes troubled young man,
trying to find his place in the world. This is a story with which a young
reader can relate to in so many different levels. Fast pace, unusual language,
humor and his own spin on various aspects of life makes his book an excellent
read.
Eddie Huang was born in a Chinese immigrant family, who he
loved to call "fresh off the boat." He grew up in Florida. As a kid, he
used to go to his parents furniture store every day before school age. He was
clearly bored and "Before I knew about guns, I was trying to shoot
myself."1 These early years taught him various aspects of Chinese
culture. Close relationship with siblings, connection between members of
extended family, respect for the elders, Chinese food etc was being engrained
within him in this time. Although his parents were working very hard, he grew
up poor."My brothers and I shared three comics, two dinosaurs, and one
copy of 'Coming to America' between three of us.”2He clearly loathed
his life and culture, "If I died, I wanted to come back as a white
man."3
Young Eddie with his parents. |
As he grew older, he got accustomed to Chinese way of life.
He accepted his own tradition. His high school was troublesome. Sometimes he
was fighting with other kids or doing drugs and sometime he is thinking about his
future, destiny and religion. In this period he got disillusioned with religion.
"There isn`t a god that pulls the string."4In this period
his life changed a lot after he realized his parents have money. They moved
into a posh neighborhood and he went to several private schools. He was always
getting into trouble, but always maintained good grades.
Not unlike his teen age, his adulthood also had ups and
downs. Sometimes he got into a fight and then leave “the hospital just so I
could write the paper"5. He got in big trouble because of the
fight. He had to choose between jail time and visiting Taiwan. He chose the latter.
It was a life altering event for him. We see him romanticizing how different his
life would be if his parents didn’t immigrate to USA.”I was happy. Reconciled . I learned my lesson from America
and didn’t want to go back.”6 Although he realized within minutes “I
was already bugging` out because I was about to miss Redskins` second preseason
game.”7 I think this feeling resonates with so many immigrants in
the USA, who don’t want to leave the homeland, but at the same time miss home
while there.
In the last part of the book, we see Eddie finding his true
passion, food. He opened “BaoHaus” in New York, a Taiwanese restaurant and
becomes an instant success. He tries his unconventional ways, and they pays
off. Sometime he posts funny job posting, sometimes he smokes weed in the sidewalk
and people seem to love it. In the last line of the book, we see that Eddie was
finally able to make his parents proud. His drunken mother called him, “You are
in the WORLD JOURNAL!”8
This book is full of duality. Eddie is sometimes a very nice
young man, full of culture, a loyal friend who studies Shakespeare, watches
basketball, studies day and night to pass the exam. He also gets in fight with
people, does drugs and has a very foul mouth. Even in the picture in the back
of the book, in which poses in front of his own restaurant, he looks more like
a "punk" than an entrepreneur. Which one of them is the true Eddie? In
this book he tried hard seem like do doesn’t care about a lot of things, I felt
this is just an act of rebellion. He led the reader to believe that he doesn’t
care about studies, or about his parent`s wishes, or even getting arrested. At
the end of the book we get a glimpse of his true self, "I just woke up
everyday thinking my life was over"9, indicating he had to tick
the “convicted felon” box and it truly troubled him. He finishes the book with
his mom`s word. He dedicated this book to his two brothers. He even finishes
the book with a four page long acknowledgement of people who he cares about and
says really nice things about them. All this indicates a very different side of
Eddie that he didn’t want to reader to know about.
Huang brothers. |
What is an American Dream? To me, it is the freedom to work
your own way to become successful. Eddie Huang might be a first generation immigrant
from a different culture, but to me, he is the embodiment of the American
dream. He had his troubles, sometimes faced racism, parental pressure, even
jail, but nothing stopped him from his goal to become successful in doing something
that he loves to do, what is more American than that? As a fresh of the boat immigrant
myself, I wish I would be able to become successful following my dream, just like
Eddie did.
[1] Eddie Huang, Fresh Off the Boat: A Memoir (New York:
Spiegel & Grau, 2013), 11.
[2] Huang, Fresh Off the Boat, 37.
[3] Huang, Fresh Off the Boat, 39.
[4] Huang, Fresh Off the Boat, 116.
[5] Huang, Fresh Off the Boat, 176.
[6] Huang, Fresh Off the Boat, 199.
[7] Huang, Fresh Off the Boat, 199.
[8] Huang, Fresh Off the Boat, 272.
[9] Huang, Fresh Off the Boat, 253.
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